Doctor’s appointment at 8 in the morning.

We’re going to discuss “treatment options.”

I hate to pull a Dr. Google, M.D., but everything I’ve read on cluster headaches leads me to believe that he may have misdiagnosed me. The headaches I have only match the descriptions in pain, not in frequency. While I have consistent, throbbing headaches on a daily basis, the horrifically debilitating ones only happened three times during the Spring semester

I don’t know. I just want to start enjoying the simple things in life like sunlight, wine, and music without fearing any possible painful consequence.

genuineeee:

sometimes, it’s perfectly acceptable to let go. after all options have been exhausted, there’s no reason to continue what isnt going to be fruitful.

that’s not entirely wrong, either. sometimes that’s a form of survival. 

if something isn’t fruitful, then it’s just draining.

　draining isn’t okay.

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